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fcuking result, get out from ma head!
cheerilyn joeanne kuansin! menyusahkan aku!!! sia-sia aku menaip tadi tapi c anne kc dilit nihh apa ku taip. kureng. hahaha! btw, alaaa. i've forgot ody mo kata pa? chibai nihh. aiyakk! think kero think! hmm. shyt! i cant remember! huwaaaaa! btw, result kmi d awalkan jam 10pagi kena bagi. huhhh. huwaaaa. konfem-konfemnya teda mood ku afta amik result nanti. napa, aku bertekad aku nda mo datang kuliah ni lepas amik result. hahahaa. evil me! ahh i dont care la. huhuhu. eiii. kalie! aku bencik ko dating sma amos!! hahahaha. kiliiii. teteda buhhh ni. borink kan. teda mod suda kn study. ni report kimia lagi esok nih. benciknya aku. malas tul mo buat! uhhhh! i hate this. tadi sejuk ni kaki ku terus krem gara-gara sal result esok. hahahah. astaga, tadi bagus-bagus teteda aku fikir, cm no feeling la kunun. sekalinya ceta-ceta sama c audrey ma c hamdan ma c rosy nihh buat ku kacut plaa. adeh. aihhhh. malasnya ku lagi mo ceta nihhh. no mood! fyi, got to finish my fcuking chemistry report. no mood, no mood, no mood, no mood, no mood!!!

:)
darn! just about 15hours for the biggest moment in life; my PSPM result were out. oh shyt! scared? nehhh. i've over it ody. i think la for this moment. hehh. im not saying that im confident bout my result, it just for some reasons my instinct says that i will not bein kicked out from here. but it just me that wanna go out here. huhuhuhu. maybe lah, idk. see my result first lahh. but i think im gonna out from here. ahh! idk, and i dont want to know and think about it first. just let time pass by, and just wait and see for tomorrow:)

hehh, btw, td aku hang out ma budak-budak pantai d matriks. darn! its been ages since we, US, being together and hang out cm td nihh. i really miss biotop:) ohhh. no worries. all biotop peeps will came back home jua soon enough:) like klay; he'll b back in this sat. right klay? sorry if im mistaken. hehehehe. and also amos, who will b back in this dec, on 17th i guess. ohh wait! 17dec kn bday syaz!! astagaaaa! haha. kili this. i didnt notice it when we're talkin about it d cafe pensyarah. ehh, lupa! td kami lepak dalam jam 4petang gtu d kafe pensyarah. sampai maghrib bha! kili-kili nihh. tadi ada aku, kalie, yuni, effa, syaz sma tanti- da pantai's student lahh. then got wena sma kila menyampuk. hehhe. lol, kidding only. tp dorang dua la yg kontra. kcian nihh. banyak tul gosip kami sumaaa. dengan ALnya, purplenya, ish. a lot la i tell you! seriously, they cheer me up with all that biatches thingy and gossip:) haha! munul! i dont really remember bha nni sda actually on what we'll talkin about, tp yg penting mmg banyak sal gosip. and how my fake mom&dad, which is syaz&eyui gettin back together. awww, they're such a sweet and loving couple. jeles nihhh aku. c eyui tu la luan gentlement. hehehe :D anyway, im happy for you syaz. hehehehe. bestnya ada laki gtu, sadly i didnt find one. uhhh! duhh??? dont rushing bha ro. astaga! hehehehe. eiii. bencik aku! got toooooo many things buhhh this to tell, but i forgot ody. eii! bencik aku. why aa aku nihh having such a low memory space? haha. cm komputer la pla rsanya. ngehehehehe. humm. ok la whatever la it is, just forgot about what we're saying and gossiping td. cz it doesnt matter anyway. what is the most important thing that we're doin for some mini reunion here in kmhell. heheehhe. it doesnt matter if it was alphabet L of the phrase HELL, as long as friends besides me, i'll be ok:) unlike for some peeps. duhh! it doesnt matter now kero. 'it' doesnt even exist, its what 'it' wants.
btw, ryn just passed by and take a look on my blog. hahaa. she read bout syazz's part. she said that 'kebanyakkan skola kamu banyak kapel balik lepas putus' . hahaha! what a coinsident!?!(sorry if i've got the wrong spelling :P) i just realised it. its like we all kna cursed nihhhh. after couple then break, then sambung balik. kilinyaaaa! hahaha. but i am now, didnt get to be one of the peep that've been cursed. haha. bukanla pa, tp seriously im not the old me buhhh. you know la, the 'old kero'. hahhaha. just topesian la yg taw ni hal. awww. sarang hae to biotop! xD mmg kamu la classmate ku yg paaaling mantap! bukan like now, like fcuking for certain parts. ahhh. bencik aku-sometimes. hahhh! bea la. malas ku ingau. its not that i'll stay here forever, it just takes a year. yeahhh, just a year. then im free from this cage :D
heyyy! iklan sket, ilove digi campus! without it, canot lahhh ku online nihhh cm now. hahahhaa :D heaven sekali! btw, im gonna watch 2012 this night with anna, fatin and ryn. ngeheeeee. how i wish to see twilight new moon. gilak encem+gentlement bha c edward cullen tuhhh. grrr!
so hawt! xD

top of the world, bigbang:) love it.
Party people
listen up
Hey! Do you know what time it is?
Everybody put your hands up in the air like that
Hey! Do you know what time it is?
Everybody put your hands up in the air like that
First verse, come on!

Don ' t tell me bad
Dare no kotoba mo No
hika re ai mezameru dorama

dejabu no you ni hare te iku
genjitsu to risou no Super Lady

Until the morning
kika se te password
Up to a morning
It ' s gettin' " HOT "

WOW WOW nani mo ira nai yo
I miss you " TOP OF THE WORLD "
koukai shi nai shunkan o
kimi o dakishime te

I wanna know about you
tome rare nai shoudou
tsukiakari no Show
You can be my Queen tonight

It ' s amazing love
shinayaka ni sou...
ashita he no tobira ga hirai te ku come

pazuru no you na saigo no piisu
oh baby, let me take U there
secret holic

Until the morning
misukasu no ha stop
Up to a morning
It ' s gettin' " HOT "

WOW WOW kiseki o okoshi te
I miss you " TOP OF THE WORLD "
same nai amai KISS de
subete dakishime te

( Walking on the top of world )

I wanna know about you
tome rare nai shoudou
tsukiakari no Show
You can be my Queen tonight

Until the morning
kika se te password
Up to a morning
It ' s gettin " HOT "

WOW WOW nani mo ira nai yo
I miss you " TOP OF THE WORLD "
koukai shi nai shunkan o
kimi o dakishime te


translation
Party people
listen up
Hey! Do you know what time it is?
Everybody put your hands up in the air like that
Hey! Do you know what time it is?
Everybody put your hands up in the air like that
First verse, come on!

Don’t tell me bad
No words to express the ideals and the reality of who will be fair to wake up each drawn jab drama de Super Lady
Until the morning
Tell me the password
Up to a morning it’s get in “HOT”
WOW WOW I do not need anything
I miss you “TOP OF THE WORLD” The moment you do not regret, hugging you
I wanna know about you
The unstoppable urge moonlight Show You can be my Queen tonight
It’s amazing love
So supple …
Please open the door to tomorrow, come
Like the last piece of the puzzle
oh baby, let me take you there
Secretholic
Until the moning
To see through someone’s STOP
Up to a morning it’s get in “HOT”
WOW WOW causing a miracle
I miss you “TOP OF THE WORLD”
Enjoy that sweet kiss Hug everything (Walking on the top of world)
I wanna know about you
The unstoppable urge moonlight Show You can be my Queen tonight
Until the morning
Tell me the password
Up to a morning It’s get in “HOT”
WOW WOW I do not need anything
I miss you “TOP OF THE WORLD”
The moments that you will not regret it, hugging you

i hate him:(
i hate him! why do i hv a brother like him. i hate him so fcuking much! i tried to solve it, but he dont want to cooperate with me. ' consider that im not exist in ur life anymore'- thats what he said. ok fine, its you wanted to be that way! i hate you so much! i wish u were not my brother from the first place! i dont want to see you anymore. i hate you! i hate you! i hate! this stupid tears, dont wasted on a brother like him! i hate you, jerk!
you see brian? now ur satisfied?? thats why i don want to contact him. cz i knw he wouldnt want to be in touch with me anymore. thanks a lot. now i really wanted to go far away from here. its a goodbye.

i've changed my course! :D

wahhhh. atlast! UITM finally changed my course from dip pengurusan perniagaan to dip sains.im relief. now i might be goin to uitm, for real! im not afraid bout my matriks result anymore. for some reason, i dont feel like im gonna be kicked out from here. i'll may be passed by only 2.0 pointer. just maybe! it just my instinct said like dat. the real result is on this wednesday. just 2more days. damn! i dont hv the mood to study here anymore. well, until the result were given out lahhh. hehh. btw, im curious about my MUET result. what if the result were given out after i've fly to sarawak? aihh! sia-sia ka tu ahhh muet ku d cni? idk lahhhh. but i hope tat i'll get band4. huhuhu, though im not sure about it. btw, i feel really excited to go to uitm this. hahaha. kili! hahahaa. oh yes! btw, for those who're applying for uitm dec intake, pls to know you guys. and remember,

mama&bapa, ilove you! sarang ah nae, omma&oppa:)
gosh! gilaaa aku cm nemaw jk p uitm tuhh. im surely will missing both of my parents. huwaaa! hahaha., but its kinda funny you know. at first i really wanted to go far away from them, but suddenly after few months in kmhell, i felt that i dont to be far from them. they my everything, and i cant afford to be far far far away from them. huhhh. am i being like a little kid? for crying for all this reason? hummm. cengengnya aku skg -.- hummm. btw, i stil didnt approve my uitm yet. i'll may approve it by tomorrow. oh shyt! just 3 more days for our result to be out, announce! it will b held on this wednesday, at 3pm in the dewan mutiara. and the most shytting part is, all tutorial from bio to physics to account student will be there. this is the first time our result will be given hand to hand. why do our batch hv to be the experimental year? for all this kokum in pnp, having 36weeks of study and the sylibus wasnt changed yet, for all this quarantine cz of h1n1, no water problem-the most worst one! and now this, result given hand to hand by mentor. uhhh. this is scuk! huhhh! i cant concentrate on my studies anymore. i dont hv the nood to do it. all this while in home, i just spend my time to sleep. hahaha! its really been a long tym since i didnt sleep a lot, like or 10 hours? hahaha. it feels great though:P btw, tonight wizards of waverly place the movie will be play on disney. i really want to watch it. sadly, i cant:( hv to go back to hell this evening, or night. uhhhh! i dont wanna to go back there. i want to stay home, spend more time with my mom and dad, and my kitties. just before i'll go to uitm semarahan, sarawak. its far far far away from here. huwaaa! brian-kun, amos, go back to labuan immediately before you gys didnt get the chnance to meet me:( and for nadz, huhhh. baka! i still cant contact him. shytt! ok la, if u dint want to contact me, then its fine. dont hv to know anything bout me. and about me goin to sarawak. huhh! darn! i hate you for that. uhh! why am i wasting my time to talk about that kinda person. just let it be. huhuhu. i think la, i'll goin to uitm. i need to learn for basic first. cz im not good in kmhell cz i've forgot all the basic buhh. but dunnu la yet. just wait and see.

YOU AND I; park bom.
No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

You naega sseureojilddae
Jeoldae heundeullimeopsi
Ganghan nunbicheuro
Myeotbeonigo nal ileukyeojweo

And you, na himae gyeoulddae
Seulpeumeul byeolang kkeutkkaji ddo uhgimeopsi
Chajawa du son japeun geudaeyegae

*Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae I norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyuliran maleun never
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun never
Naegae I saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae*

You maneun sarangcheoreom
Oori sarang yeokshi jogeumssik byunhagaetjyo
Hajiman jaebal seulpeo malayo
Oraen chinhan chingu cheoreom
Namaneul mideulsuitgae gidaelsuitgae
I promise you that I'll be right here, baby

*Repeat

Waeroun bami chajaolddaen
Na salmyeosi nooneul gamayo
Geudaeye soomgyeoli nal aneulddae
Mueotdo duryeopji anjyo
E saesang geu eoddeon nugudo
Geudaereul daeshin halsueopjyo
You are the only one
And I'll be there for you, baby

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyeoliran maleun never
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun never
Naegae I saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Just you and I
Forever and ever

shyt punya 'dinding'
its been a shyt day! bad luck! fyi, bila aku cakap sama kamu, dont evr make me feel like im talking to a wall. shyt! chibai tull.
gahhhh! enough of all this shyt! malas ku kan bad mood lagi. cukup sakit da tanganku lebam ku menumbuk jak tadi. gilaaa aku sangat hot temper now. kuat tul mengamuk. makin lama makin ta dapat d tahan. shyt! benci tul aku! huhhhh. memang malang lahh today. tiba-tiba boleh2 kunci bilik kami rusak??? cm shiyall. benci betul nihhhh. sda la teda mood td, makin tedaaa mood plaaa d buatnyaaaa!!!!! gahhhhh! i hate this situation. btw, sementara tunggu pintu bilik dpt d buka, aku p lepak bilik kalie. kili ni c anne ya kiss aku. cm shiyall. hahah! buduhhhhh! huhhh, kira atleast ok la tu dpt neutral kn sket feeling ku. shyttnya lagi ni 1 hal, result kua minggu depan. shyttt! cm palui jak. sda la kna bg hand to hand. gahhh!!!!!! benciiiiii! k la, out luk tda mood. daa!

pssst, tanganku mc sakit:(